Slogging through the days

i know, i haven't posted anything in days. not much to say, or report, i guess. the routine, the rhythm, is predictable. mondays, tuesdays, those are my lay low days. then i get back up, just in time to do it all again.

this week, chemo is on thursday - apparently, friday the 13th was a pretty busy day, and there were no time slots. go figure

i'm gratified that both of the kids are doing well in their college classes, so far - one less thing to stress over.

this keyboard is wonky - i knocked over a glass of red gatorade yesterday.. yup, all over the desk, the keyboard, my jeans.... i'm hoping it gets unwonky.... i do not want to have to spend money on a new one....

still waiting on SSDI... according to their online site, a decision has been made, and i'll be notified in the US Mail.... but it's been nearly a week. i have to assume that it was approved, and getting all the paperwork in place takes longer than the one page form letter that you've been denied. at least, that's what i think is happening.

tomorrow, i have an appointment for a holistic massage. i have no idea what that is, but the relaxation is good for you, lets your body heal.... so we'll see

i'm getting tired of knitting the 2 different blankets... might actually cast on something new, just to have something different to work on - i have a pattern for this shawl, it looks like it has feathers knitted into it... and i have the 2 yarns for it.... not sure if i want to cast that on, or something else.... i dunno. some days, it's easier to just go lay down, put on the tv, and let the background noise lull me back into sleep....

ah well.... yesterday was the 2-year mark from when i was first diagnosed.... so i've beaten a lot of odds... sometimes, hard to believe it's been 2 years of this already....